022 - ACJC

WAAAAAHHHH I am so psyched now. excited excited woohoo.

woke up at 7.30, or maybe 7.35. dad woke me and I was so tired to turn around and get my phone and check for a text. and also I thought it would come in at 8. but then I checked and I got it at 6.08. 

and I freaked and I lay there for really long and wondered about what I should do. basically the whole morning has been spent worrying about whether I should appeal.

my head:

"I have nothing to appeal with"

"but their bio!!!"

"not like I have great cca or anything"

"BIO!!!!! and lit. ya can take lit AND econs!!"

"or leadership. yeah I don't have that too"

"but so fun there! bio I'm actually interested in. and lit and econs so I don't have to choose"

"I HAVE NOTHING TO APPEAL WITH"

then I texted tata to see where she got posted to and we started talking and I kinduv ranted to her about all the stupidity of all of this and inner raged a little. 

and I decided I can take bio and learn to love molecular stuff because I love systemic stuff already. and near the end of studying I started to like molecular stuff. plus it's nice to have a subject to cram for and actually be able to study for. 

but later I realised that I miss bio for the mugging but I miss physics for the enlightenment. so it's not confirmed that I will take bio, maybe 85% confirmed or something.

and then lin texted and I didn't know if I could give up lit because I like reading all the books and everything. but then lin made me realise I could still read all the nice books without lit. I was like oh yeah. okay. I've been having way too many blonde moments I need to stop. 

maybe it's felly. hi felly.

so I will take econs, quite confirmed and I don't know anyone who's going to acjc and taking bcme so I guess that's good! I see familiar faces around but not all the time. 

and... figured that I need to do gp!!! I'm so excited to do gp how fun.

but I don't know what cca to join. sigh. cf maybe. plus there's squash for bruises + it's recreational but idk. I'M NOT FIT. later people judge me oh my.

then I went to collect moolah from the government for the edusave scholarship woohoo yay I am so happy I have money. thank god yay giving back woohoo. 

then I got THE CALL from the ogl. he tried to be enthu but it was a bit awk so it seemed a bit fake but it's ok. I tried to be enthu back but my mom was there so it was even more awk. so he said to report at the hall (I have no idea where that is but I suppose there will be J2s around and like WELCOMMMEEE!!!!!!!!) at 7.20 and be in sch uni and to bring pe to change. which makes me scared. and excited. and he said I am in voda. it means water or something I think. it's blue. then he hung up.

and I realised after that he didn't tell me my og :( and I got a little annoyed and sad cause everyone who got called knew their og and I was secretly raging at my ogl. oh dear. STUP OGL NEVER TELL ME MY OG.

then blah blah blah nothing happened I wanted to sleep but changed my mind so I could wake early tomorrow to meet chlo at buona!!!!! woohoo 

AHHHHHHHH update tomorrow woohoo! 

also orientation is 4 days! that's good. longer than 3. yay. ok. that's all.