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I feel so bottled up. I don't even know how to express it. If I don't make any sense, ah heck just skip this entire post and let me vent in peace. 

Mid-years just ended and I don't know what to do with my life. Chinese O's are in about 2 weeks, well two weeks and a few hours. Ugh God please let me do well for Chinese and the rest of O's. I really want to do IB and Dawn does too and man if we both get in, it'll be such a great experience for both of us. God please please send us there. I know it's practically impossible for me to get 4 to be able to go to acs(i) but that's the best part! It means that if I do get in, it won't be by my efforts but only by your grace. Right? I don't know. Okay I should just stop thinking so much and do my best and let You do the rest. Yes. I am rhyming. I feel like I'm talking to myself. Oh well.

Okay. So everything's been so darn complicated nowadays and I'm really bored but still lazy enough to not want to type it out. So basically getting quite bored with life and begging for some drama to happen somewhere so I can entertain myself. But I still need to concentrate with work though. Sigh. Okay so my life up to last Thursday for about the past few weeks have been: wake up > school > study > bathe > eat > study > qt > freak out > pray > peace > sleep > repeat. And I'm pretty sure it's about to go back to that cycle cause from tomorrow onwards all hell will break loose in me because we are having Chinese intensive for like a million hours a week. But up side, it only lasts two weeks. But sadly that means two weeks of trying to get myself to love Chinese but being too lazy to study and end up panicking at the last minute.

MOVING ON.

Saturday's ACS(I) IB talk and DSA talk so I'm prolly going with I don't know who but then I'll meet Dawn there or something and then go to church. Okay stop talking about this. BUT ON SUNDAY WE'RE GONNA WATCH AVENGERS :D I'm so excited.

Is it just me or does this post seem so fake. Oh. I should stop. This is messing with my head and making me more troubled than I already am.

Also, I've been having sudden influxes of sadness a lot recently. :( Like a little now, I can feel it coming on. I should go. Okay.

BYEEEEEEEEE